[ is it really? is this enough? when he is the one left on this side, breathing and heart beating, is it enough that he just feels a bit sorry for himself? especially when everyone else is offering only sorrows and softness, their understanding somehow being both what yves craves and what he is afraid to accept.
still... it is a little easier to hear from anders. from justice. to know what is and isn't worthy of his pain, and how much he needs to suffer under the burdens of his own actions. it is not enough to absolve him entirely, yves being a far more arrogant and stubborn creature than he ever lets on, but... meaningful. heartwarming. ]
... I'll try to believe you. I want to, even if... I'm nervous, too.
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still... it is a little easier to hear from anders. from justice. to know what is and isn't worthy of his pain, and how much he needs to suffer under the burdens of his own actions. it is not enough to absolve him entirely, yves being a far more arrogant and stubborn creature than he ever lets on, but... meaningful. heartwarming. ]
... I'll try to believe you. I want to, even if... I'm nervous, too.