[ he knows he's ... unbalanced. paranoid. even sometimes delusional. hawke has always felt like the counterbalance to the worst of it - a reason to fight back, to keep control.
but it's true, he is a bit of a pet. a chained attack dog. fereldens do love their mabari. but when the leash is tight enough, dogs will either submit or remember they are wolves. ]
Everyone cares about his opinion. He is the Champion. The one bright light in Kirkwall. And I am a possessed apostate who lives in Darktown, howling at the moon.
[ which doesn't give off its own light by the way it reflects the sun ]
Having people who will challenge you when your judgment is poor is irritating, but probably a good thing, generally. No argument there.
[all she's really saying here is that if he truly believed anders was so far gone that he needed to be put down like a rabid dog, then it's weird that he still tried to fuck him.]
I wasn't there, in Kirkwall, so I don't see it that way. [he's not so special.] But... I know what we saw wasn't the best side of him, either.
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[ he knows he's ... unbalanced. paranoid. even sometimes delusional. hawke has always felt like the counterbalance to the worst of it - a reason to fight back, to keep control.
but it's true, he is a bit of a pet. a chained attack dog. fereldens do love their mabari. but when the leash is tight enough, dogs will either submit or remember they are wolves. ]
Everyone cares about his opinion. He is the Champion. The one bright light in Kirkwall. And I am a possessed apostate who lives in Darktown, howling at the moon.
[ which doesn't give off its own light by the way it reflects the sun ]
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[all she's really saying here is that if he truly believed anders was so far gone that he needed to be put down like a rabid dog, then it's weird that he still tried to fuck him.]
I wasn't there, in Kirkwall, so I don't see it that way. [he's not so special.] But... I know what we saw wasn't the best side of him, either.