[oh boy. she was feeling happy and touched, but now shifting to concern.
she just assumes that this is because he didn't write. but then, yves also said adolphe didn't. maybe it's just because boys never do anything, every boy forgot the writing deadline.]
Mine was missing a little, too. But from what I gather, the other messages we've been receiving are from something other than our friends. Apparently she told others that she sent you information, though. [which makes her a little jealous, actually. but it's only a small thing. whatever this is, it's obviously more.]
That is pretty much the point of what I can read of mine as well. Here:
[ Dear Anders,
I hope you're well and taking care of youself! We are all here and safe, so don't worry about us. We can see you, so try to speak publicly when you can.
I miss you a lot! I'm sorry to have left you the way I did. I gave Hawke a hug for you. Watching you feels a little invasive, but up until now we haven't been able to talk to you. The —————— ——— — —— ——— ———————— —————— ———————————— ———— —————— ————— ————— ————————————————————————— Ask Gammaliel or Ramiel about Friday's emoji message if you haven't already.
I'll write more as soon as I can. Stay safe! Hugs! ]
I hope you're well! I've missed you a lot, I'm sorry to have left you the way I did. We are all safe and accounted for over here, and we can see you. Please try to remind everyone to speak publicly so we can see it. By the way, this is the first time we're saying hello! ——— ————— ———— —— —————————————————————————————————————— ———— — ——————————————— Please be careful. Ask Gammaliel or Ramiel about Friday's emoji message if you haven't already.
I'll write more as soon as I can. Stay safe! Hugs!]
[hers has the "this is the first time we've talked" and "please be careful,", but the length of the redacted part is similar.]
No. I have no way to determine if Firefly was acting in true self-defense or not. I may not entirely believe it, but ... she will see justice if it turns out to be a lie. I will not act without certainty.
[ the emotion is not particularly murderous. ]
And no. It's ... mostly a joke? I think. Perhaps more of a doodle.
You'd think he'd mention the part where I was forced to kill him, or perhaps ask how I've been faring, but I suppose he thought that was more important information ... ?
[ he says this kind of jokingly but it is very obvious.
[oh, good. she may have near total amnesia but she knows not to make the mistake of talking shit about someone's boyfriend first.]
I don't think he could have reasonably imagined you were in the mood to laugh at his jokes. [...] If he cannot express himself in a letter, then Gods, at least he owes you proof of an attempt.
[doing this on emotion share week so instead of her just berating him for saying this or brushing it off with something awkward he gets to feel how sad that makes her. she's too awkward to try to hug him which is maybe for the best, but she does feel strong desire to make someone suffer over this.
despite how acrimonious their relationship is at times, she hardly felt any doubt over calling him a friend, an important one. he matters to her, and that's really all that matters. maybe there are reasons why he feels as though he isn't worth much, and they have to do with mass murder and betrayal, but where she always comes down to on that is. if that's what it is, at least hate him. at least hating someone is a way to let them matter.]
What a stupid thing to say. Of course you are. Why will you defend so many people, but not yourself?
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she just assumes that this is because he didn't write. but then, yves also said adolphe didn't. maybe it's just because boys never do anything, every boy forgot the writing deadline.]
Mine was missing a little, too. But from what I gather, the other messages we've been receiving are from something other than our friends. Apparently she told others that she sent you information, though. [which makes her a little jealous, actually. but it's only a small thing. whatever this is, it's obviously more.]
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That is pretty much the point of what I can read of mine as well. Here:
[ Dear Anders,
I hope you're well and taking care of youself! We are all here and safe, so don't worry about us. We can see you, so try to speak publicly when you can.
I miss you a lot! I'm sorry to have left you the way I did. I gave Hawke a hug for you. Watching you feels a little invasive, but up until now we haven't been able to talk to you. The —————— ——— — —— ——— ———————— —————— ———————————— ———— —————— ————— ————— ————————————————————————— Ask Gammaliel or Ramiel about Friday's emoji message if you haven't already.
I'll write more as soon as I can. Stay safe! Hugs! ]
And I suppose it confirms they are all safe.
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[Dear Shadowheart,
I hope you're well! I've missed you a lot, I'm sorry to have left you the way I did. We are all safe and accounted for over here, and we can see you. Please try to remind everyone to speak publicly so we can see it. By the way, this is the first time we're saying hello! ——— ————— ———— —— —————————————————————————————————————— ———— — ——————————————— Please be careful. Ask Gammaliel or Ramiel about Friday's emoji message if you haven't already.
I'll write more as soon as I can. Stay safe! Hugs!]
[hers has the "this is the first time we've talked" and "please be careful,", but the length of the redacted part is similar.]
...What is it, then?
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Brimstone is trying to bait Justice into murdering Firefly, and Hawke wrote.
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First of all, is that working? Second of all, not good, I take it.
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[ the emotion is not particularly murderous. ]
And no. It's ... mostly a joke? I think. Perhaps more of a doodle.
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A doodle...?
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[ he says this kind of jokingly but it is very obvious.
his feelings are hurt really badly. ]
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[it is mean. thinks about how he orders the hawke drink every time and feels angry, too.]
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... I am tired of being a loyal dog, expected to sit and stay.
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I don't think he could have reasonably imagined you were in the mood to laugh at his jokes. [...] If he cannot express himself in a letter, then Gods, at least he owes you proof of an attempt.
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I do not know that I am worth more than this.
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despite how acrimonious their relationship is at times, she hardly felt any doubt over calling him a friend, an important one. he matters to her, and that's really all that matters. maybe there are reasons why he feels as though he isn't worth much, and they have to do with mass murder and betrayal, but where she always comes down to on that is. if that's what it is, at least hate him. at least hating someone is a way to let them matter.]
What a stupid thing to say. Of course you are. Why will you defend so many people, but not yourself?