And maybe we can figure out something with the blight in my blood.
[ don't just drop that in right now. he doesn't sound that worried at least. he really does believe things will be good. some measure of good. if not immediately, because of the brain worms. he thought he might feel more frightened, more regretful, more hesitant, but he doesn't. he just likes knowing he'll get to go with something like family.
reaching over to take her hand and squeezing. there are things he wishes he could say more easily. three words that he feels, that come so quickly to people like yves, but come with a weight that seems impossible to shake right now. he has never said it before, and has spent a lifetime fearful of it, of its ability to be used against him as a weapon. but he still feels it. even if he cannot bring himself to say it right now. ]
What I like best about you is that there is always new and exciting lore. It makes me feel much less self-conscious.
[no it's good next time she has to be like "oh by the way here's another fucked up thing" she'll remember he's from two games so he has even more stuff than her.
squeezes back. she doesn't know that's what he's thinking, but she doesn't need to hear the words. she knows. it matters so much more to just know.]
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That much, at least, I can promise you.
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[ don't just drop that in right now. he doesn't sound that worried at least. he really does believe things will be good. some measure of good. if not immediately, because of the brain worms. he thought he might feel more frightened, more regretful, more hesitant, but he doesn't. he just likes knowing he'll get to go with something like family.
reaching over to take her hand and squeezing. there are things he wishes he could say more easily. three words that he feels, that come so quickly to people like yves, but come with a weight that seems impossible to shake right now. he has never said it before, and has spent a lifetime fearful of it, of its ability to be used against him as a weapon. but he still feels it. even if he cannot bring himself to say it right now. ]
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[no it's good next time she has to be like "oh by the way here's another fucked up thing" she'll remember he's from two games so he has even more stuff than her.
squeezes back. she doesn't know that's what he's thinking, but she doesn't need to hear the words. she knows. it matters so much more to just know.]