[ As a monster. he was born into death, into the threat of possession at any moment, at the idea of losing your mind and self into a monster. it is the lot of the mages from the moment their magic appears. eventually, he himself had become one of those monsters too. That is what had been so important to him at the time about it. That someone had cared enough to try and stop him from becoming worse.
It's devastating to see marcoh brought so low by this.
it is a dark and somewhat desperate thought, but the idea that a soul so broken like that could be healed is one that, despite everything, carries a measure of hope. it is his own hope for himself, at the very least. he does not care for better person or not, but to be in control of his own body, his own mind, that will have to be redemption enough. ]
You told me once you thought we were similar. I only wanted the same for you. If you hate me for it, so be it, but I do not regret it. I owed you that much as your friend.
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[ As a monster. he was born into death, into the threat of possession at any moment, at the idea of losing your mind and self into a monster. it is the lot of the mages from the moment their magic appears. eventually, he himself had become one of those monsters too. That is what had been so important to him at the time about it. That someone had cared enough to try and stop him from becoming worse.
It's devastating to see marcoh brought so low by this.
it is a dark and somewhat desperate thought, but the idea that a soul so broken like that could be healed is one that, despite everything, carries a measure of hope. it is his own hope for himself, at the very least. he does not care for better person or not, but to be in control of his own body, his own mind, that will have to be redemption enough. ]
You told me once you thought we were similar. I only wanted the same for you. If you hate me for it, so be it, but I do not regret it. I owed you that much as your friend.