yves isn't affronted by the shocked laugh, though he does look concerned when the explanation comes. he squeezes anders' shoulder gently, given how tense he is but he hopes it's a little reassuring. ]
It's tough, right? To say the least. Unsure if you should even call the other person a friend, but it doesn't erase the fondness you have in your heart for them. For everything you've been through.
but it's funny - because even though yves has talked about the circumstances of his death with people already, anders asks the right one question. one where he thinks some of his own frustration and emotion can shine through. what does it mean to face a friend in your last moments? ]
... I think in the end, we agreed that it didn't come down to right or wrong. I didn't want it to be about that - what people call "good or evil". I understood why he did what he did, even if a lot of people died for it.
[ even if people will think yves is crazy or insane for still having sympathy and love for someone who committed such atrocities ]
But... if he kept going, he would've killed more people that I love—for the sake of what he loved.
So it was just... whose conviction was stronger. And I chose certain death for us both, instead of letting either of us walk.
yves is just going to pull him in for a hug? with all the slouching, they might actually be closer to the same height - but he doesn't seem too worried about that. it's just...
it feels like the action can express more than any words could. ]
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
You trust them?
no subject
[ without hesitation ]
... but I also just came from a situation where I had to kill a friend, and that friend also killed me.
So I know it can be a mixed bag with friends.
no subject
GODMAKER.well he gets it, he has the worst friends imaginable and they all kind of hate each other too so that's normal.
anders is uncouth so there's a second where theres like. a half-bark of a shocked laugh. so yeah. you get this lore drop early for that banger: ]
Hawke was my executioner, so believe me, I understand.
no subject
yves isn't affronted by the shocked laugh, though he does look concerned when the explanation comes. he squeezes anders' shoulder gently, given how tense he is but he hopes it's a little reassuring. ]
It's tough, right? To say the least. Unsure if you should even call the other person a friend, but it doesn't erase the fondness you have in your heart for them. For everything you've been through.
no subject
but this statement sums it up so succinctly that it seems as if yves gets it. so he's not sorry he said it. ]
Yes.
Were they right to do it? This friend of yours.
no subject
but it's funny - because even though yves has talked about the circumstances of his death with people already, anders asks the right one question. one where he thinks some of his own frustration and emotion can shine through. what does it mean to face a friend in your last moments? ]
... I think in the end, we agreed that it didn't come down to right or wrong. I didn't want it to be about that - what people call "good or evil". I understood why he did what he did, even if a lot of people died for it.
[ even if people will think yves is crazy or insane for still having sympathy and love for someone who committed such atrocities ]
But... if he kept going, he would've killed more people that I love—for the sake of what he loved.
So it was just... whose conviction was stronger. And I chose certain death for us both, instead of letting either of us walk.
no subject
I ...
[ he has to go silent for a long moment. ]
I'm sure your friend understood.
[ so guess which side of this he identifies with. ]
no subject
well
yves is just going to pull him in for a hug? with all the slouching, they might actually be closer to the same height - but he doesn't seem too worried about that. it's just...
it feels like the action can express more than any words could. ]
no subject
he can't remember the last time anyone hugged him, and it's kind of breaking him to think about that. leaning into it, pathetically. ]
I'm sorry.
no subject
but well, yves does give good hugs. warm, secure, and so very full of tender affection. he rubs anders's back and won't pull away first. ]
It's okay. I'm sorry, too.