... I've already gotten an offer. [ because people are kind, and he loves them so much. ] I've personally turned it down for now. The guilt of knowing that some of their injuries happened at my hand... I couldn't take it. And while I know it's cause for concern in some areas... I don't feel the pain they do, and it bothers me more to know that they have to endure that alongside everything else.
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... I've already gotten an offer. [ because people are kind, and he loves them so much. ] I've personally turned it down for now. The guilt of knowing that some of their injuries happened at my hand... I couldn't take it. And while I know it's cause for concern in some areas... I don't feel the pain they do, and it bothers me more to know that they have to endure that alongside everything else.
So... please ask them.
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[ it doesn't work like that. pain only begets pain. ]
I know you don't feel it, but it's still there. You're still mortal.
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[ unfortunately he does. he did still die. ]
... even so, I'm sorry Anders. Please endure my selfishness. I can manage a little bit better than the others, I think.