pc: yves

[spiritbalm]

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week 4, friday

[noirges]

[ yikes! yves is just exploring one of the areas where the bodies were found, vibes apprehensive. he's more serious today than any other day and bc i forgot to mention it in curfew the night before, he does have a sword at his side again finally yay

he looks up and waves ]

Anders! Are you okay to be up?

[spiritbalm]

[ he is definitely hobbling but he's making his way around. slowly. ]

I'm alright. I know my limits. [ does he? ] Justice will take over if I cannot.

[noirges]

[ yves will just go to his side nonetheless, offering his arm out ]

Will you let me support you? Just so that you don't reach those limits quite so quickly.

[spiritbalm]

[ he'll take it. he is doing his best to be accomodating at the moment. ]

... Sorry. I got a bit heavy last night.

[noirges]

[ shifts to support anders

and offers a soft smile ]

You don't need to apologize to me. I didn't mind. I hope you feel a bit better today.

[spiritbalm]

It's--

[ ooft. ]

I was made Tranquil. And now that my mind is back, it is like I was locked in a lightless room, and then shoved into the noon sun. Everything is loud, and bright, and overwhelming. More than normal.

[noirges]

[ ah.... yves will reach out then with his free hand, just to try to tuck some of anders's hair behind his ear ]

Are you sure you wouldn't like to rest?

[spiritbalm]

[ what if i was like. he's bald again. (HE'S NOT) ]

Moving is better.

[noirges]

[ gives rapunzel candy

but yves just nods... ]

Then we can keep moving. [ agreeable, as always ] .... please don't push yourself though.

I know that must've been difficult for you, in all sorts of ways.

[spiritbalm]

[ he isn't trying to move fast at least, just. sitting still, especially inside, is making him antsy. ]

... Justice will prevent it from ever happening. I cannot be cut from the Fade, if part of me is made of the Fade.

[ but justice had not been there. ]

[noirges]

[ relatable... yves hated that damn hospital so he will try to do the same for anders now, shuffling along to match his pace ]

.... what had happened to Justice? You lost contact?

[spiritbalm]

I wasn't really myself. At first we were children, who all believed we belonged in Derry. I had no magic, no memory of who I truly was.

[ and he hadn't be possessed as a child either way. ]

[noirges]

Ah... that does tend to be how these go.

[ understanding, but also saddened ]

That's... too much. I'm sorry, Anders. Monsieur Richie told me a little bit about it but...

[ experiencing it must be even a thousand times worse ]

[spiritbalm]

[ sort of gently bumping his elbow into him. ]

I'm hardly unique in experiencing one of these now.

[noirges]

You don't need to be unique for me to worry about you.

[ just because it's an experience shared doesn't make it any less horrible ]

[spiritbalm]

I know, I know.

[ he knows yves is very capable of being extremely loving towards everyone and caring so deeply about everything. ]

I just-- don't want to cause so much worry.