[ oooohhhh wow he is so surprised by this but he's happy nonetheless! truly radiating a sense of joy as he pets the cat and like this is the best thing that's happened in the past 24 hours
but, ]
Samuel gave us this chance with her life—or afterlife. I don't think I should benefit from it in any way.
I do have a use in mind if we make it to the end of all this without needing it, so it won't go to waste... but I don't think I should take it as a reward.
[ the idea of taking something for himself when he already is mad at himself for doing a necessary thing would've been impossible to reconcile ]
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Ah-- really?
[ he's surprised, that it counts that's all. but he doesn't know why he would be. ]
It's ... kind of you to do that. To offer it at all.
[ yves. you come from an island where an orphanage burns down every three days and they all bully children for saving other sad children from fires. ]
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but, ]
Samuel gave us this chance with her life—or afterlife. I don't think I should benefit from it in any way.
I do have a use in mind if we make it to the end of all this without needing it, so it won't go to waste... but I don't think I should take it as a reward.
[ the idea of taking something for himself when he already is mad at himself for doing a necessary thing would've been impossible to reconcile ]