pc: yves

[spiritbalm]

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[spiritbalm]

Forget it …

[ sinking to the floor in front of the machine. the melancholia. ]

I, erm, wanted to apologize for the other day. I got a bit too heavy.

[ it will happen again. ]

[noirges]

[ help

okay

sinks down on the floor next to anders and gently leans against him... affection week even tho they already hugged ]

I'm going to be more offended if you apologize, Anders...

I liked getting to know you, even if it was heavy. I'd like to help carry your sorrows, no matter their weight.

[spiritbalm]

It ... happens like that. The moods. I can't always control it.

[ he is like. AWARE of it at least. ]

It's not always so bad, but it has been lately.

[noirges]

Mm... well, that's not your fault.

[ easily, reassuringly ]

Why do you think it's gotten worse...? I don't really mind it, but I do if it's bothering you...

[spiritbalm]

[ well its a little bit his fault, but also partially not. it's complicated. ]

Things have-- had been getting worse, in Kirkwall. I was running out of ways to control ... anything at all. No one was listening anymore, not that they ever were.

[noirges]

[ alli you don't need to lie to me i know anders did nothing wrong ever :) ]

What were you trying to tell them...?