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⚖️ anders ([personal profile] spiritbalm) wrote2025-02-08 03:45 pm
noirges: (ღ on a balcony in the summer air)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-09 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ don't worry about it

but it's funny - because even though yves has talked about the circumstances of his death with people already, anders asks the right one question. one where he thinks some of his own frustration and emotion can shine through. what does it mean to face a friend in your last moments? ]


... I think in the end, we agreed that it didn't come down to right or wrong. I didn't want it to be about that - what people call "good or evil". I understood why he did what he did, even if a lot of people died for it.

[ even if people will think yves is crazy or insane for still having sympathy and love for someone who committed such atrocities ]

But... if he kept going, he would've killed more people that I love—for the sake of what he loved.

So it was just... whose conviction was stronger. And I chose certain death for us both, instead of letting either of us walk.
noirges: (ღ to see you)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-10 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
[


well

yves is just going to pull him in for a hug? with all the slouching, they might actually be closer to the same height - but he doesn't seem too worried about that. it's just...

it feels like the action can express more than any words could. ]
noirges: (ღ so i sneak out to the garden)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-10 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ sometimes you just get instantly ride or die

but well, yves does give good hugs. warm, secure, and so very full of tender affection. he rubs anders's back and won't pull away first. ]


It's okay. I'm sorry, too.
noirges: (ღ "where d'you wanna go?)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-11 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
You got it, Anders! You can't give up like this. Thirteenth time's the charm!

[ he didn't ask for this cheering session ]
noirges: (ღ and pulled out a ring and said)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-11 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
Fourteen?
noirges: (ღ i was made for loving you)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-11 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ help

okay

sinks down on the floor next to anders and gently leans against him... affection week even tho they already hugged ]


I'm going to be more offended if you apologize, Anders...

I liked getting to know you, even if it was heavy. I'd like to help carry your sorrows, no matter their weight.
noirges: (ღ i've been waiting so long)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-12 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Mm... well, that's not your fault.

[ easily, reassuringly ]

Why do you think it's gotten worse...? I don't really mind it, but I do if it's bothering you...
noirges: (ღ it's a love story!!)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-14 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ alli you don't need to lie to me i know anders did nothing wrong ever :) ]

What were you trying to tell them...?
noirges: (ღ this young heart)

week 1 monday

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-17 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ THIS CAN ALSO BE TUESDAY IF YOUR LOVE ARROWS WEAR OFF IDK

well everyone's getting The Afternoon i'm sorry someone said that it's yves' holiday and it's true so we must all celebrate. he's carrying along a heart balloon and a bouquet of flowers, looking delighted when he sees anders!! ]


Anders! Look at this place, isn't it fun?

[ HE LOVES THIS HOLIDAY, OTOME FUCK THAT HE IS. he'll offer out the wholeass bouquet - full of hydrangeas ]

Would you like some flowers to share with Shadowheart? Please take it as a gift of my congratulations again.
noirges: (ღ i've been waiting so long)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-18 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ HELP MEEEEE ANDERS yves looks confused??? and worried?? oh no who hurt his blorbo "anders is 37 years old" yves' blorbo

he'll place a hand at his back and tilt his head ]


Wanna talk about it...? [ thinks about him turning green about clawke ] It seems like there's a lot on your mind.
noirges: (ღ on a balcony in the summer air)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-18 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ nat was telling me about anders and his controversy and i was like wow i don't know anything about that bc he and yves traumabonded instantly ]

Poison your—oh...

[ looking sad... and patting anders on the shoulder ]

... I'm sorry it tampered with your mind like that. That's the worst emotion of them all to have manipulated. It makes sense to be upset.
noirges: (ღ we'll be alright)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-19 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ yes :)

but yves' frown intensifies then before he shakes his head ]


Maybe so. But that doesn't mean that love won't come for you. And when it does, I hope it is gentle and everything that you could've dreamed of.

Please don't take this as some indicator about what you're deserving of... because it's not.
noirges: (ღ hopeless hearts just)

[personal profile] noirges 2025-02-19 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
I was fortunate enough to have been loved once in my life, and... I want to be loved again.

[ he's a little hesitant to admit it, but anders has been so open that it doesn't occur to yves to shy away now. ]

Because I think... it can be very lonely without it. Or without anyone who would acknowledge your existence at all.

So even if true love never comes for me... I don't want anyone to feel like they cannot be loved, like I did.

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